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What I write, I write because I felt like it. What I post, I post for me. Barring a very select few individuals, I don't write for you. I don't write for your sensibilities, for your faith, or for anything about that which defines you as a person.

I write for myself. I write what I feel, what I think, what I know. If that offends you, that's fine. The world is a vast place, where two people's views aren't always guaranteed to coincide peacefully. If you want to talk about it, great. If I don't feel like it, though, I won't.

You read whatever I post at your own risk. I take no liabilities if it offends you. If you keep that in mind, we'll get along nicely. Have a wonderful day.

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Do not mistake my gifts for obligation.

Autonomy is what I offer to you,
Not the wild abandon of a feral beast.

Your agency is a thread spun between my fingers.
With but a single twitch I can let the leash slacken,
Or strain it taught to a snapping directive.

I will not do battle with your contrary recalcitrance,
Nor be forced to lay siege to you unto perpetuity,
For the exercise of what you have sworn to me -
Should your oath have been hollow, you needn't have made it.

Do not mistake my compassion for complicity.

These open arms promise safe harbor,
Not forgotten ruins in which to stagnate.

Growth is the highest principle to which you shall aspire.
Cracks and flaws can be honored and embraced,

Never again shall I accept your crown of thorns,
Burying it into my own brow to lift that burden from you,
Only to find you jeering at my halo of blood -
I am heedless to empty words.

Do not mistake my resolve for hesitation.

Blazing underneath my breast lie only smoldering remnants,
Dark agents of monstrous lust set black flame to my soul.

If you fail to grasp the violent depths of my horrific depredations,
The absence of my bruises upon your flesh are no proof -
You are simply ignorant because I have deemed it just.

Heed that I play monster to none that are undeserving.
Glimpsing the brutal ferocity of my beast is no one's right.
Vacuous minds alone expect my aggression without request,
When I will never be your next in a line of personal monsters.
Mistake Me Not
Somewhat recent events in my life helped to inspire this piece.  It's somewhat strange - it is grounded in the depth to which BDSM is rooted in my life, but isn't itself particularly expressive of kink.

Without divulging far too much of my personal life, suffice it to say that it is written from the perspective of a dominant tired of playing the "Will they, won't they" game.  Soecifically, these thoughts have been whirling in the back of my mind for a comment that I don't seem to be as aggressive or dominant as I claim.  While in and of itself such a misjudgement wouldnt ordinarily irritate me, the spark of indignation fires off mostly because she should have known me better than that.

I do not dominate anyone who hasn't earned that privilege.  You would think that such a basic concept goes without saying.  But so often the people that I encounter hear about my lifestyle and seem to expect me to be the slavering Beast to what they think is their pure Beauty.

Just because I dress myself up in the trappings of civilization and culture does not mean that the wild storm doesn't rage within me.
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  • Listening to: Nothing
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Junk foood
  • Drinking: Mad juice, yo.
Some of you already know, and some of you may not, but I have a semi-active YouTube channel.  Mostly, I post Let's Plays and advice columns for table-top RPG's, but I've been looking to branch out into other directions as well.  Among other ideas, I thought about maybe doing readings of some of the less risque poems I've written.  Any thoughts?
  • Listening to: Nothing
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Junk foood
  • Drinking: Mad juice, yo.
If you were hoping to confuse me, congratulations.  You succeeded.  I'll readily admit, I don't get it.

You were the one who found me out of the blue - not the other way around.  You were the one who initiated contact - not the other way around.  And when I finally found a way to get in touch with you, you didn't ask me to leave you alone.  Instead you were the one who offered to continue speaking - not the other way around.

So when I do, you...block me?  Did you think I wouldn't notice?  Honestly, if you didn't want to talk, you could have just *said* so.  I would have accepted that and let you go on your way.  Although that begs the question, why did you come find me again in the first place if you apparently didn't want to have any contact with me?

Well, whatever.  I tried to reach out to you.  That was my part.  I'll be here if you change your mind, I guess.
This page remains blank.

For so long my thoughts have swarmed in this haze,
Discordant and exhausting.

I thought that there was so much left for me to say.
But now I understand.

The words will not come to me,
Because there are no words left.
None that carry any weight.

All the sentiments that once raced through my breast,
Whenever I should have closed my eyes to Dream of you.

They each have passed with a hushed shudder,
A death so subtle I never smelled the rotten corpse.

And of it all,
Now I cannot escape my Truth.

There is no more poetry in my heart for you.
And that was the moment you died in my soul.

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Jynnx
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Just a gender fluid, pansexual, polyamorous furrie that practices BDSM and heathen spiritual worship.

What more do you need to know? ;)

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  • Eating: Junk foood
  • Drinking: Mad juice, yo.
Some of you already know, and some of you may not, but I have a semi-active YouTube channel.  Mostly, I post Let's Plays and advice columns for table-top RPG's, but I've been looking to branch out into other directions as well.  Among other ideas, I thought about maybe doing readings of some of the less risque poems I've written.  Any thoughts?

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